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i find myself masturbating...
i find myself masturbating too much, its getting beyond a joke
I feel like I'm an outcast...
I feel like I'm an outcast everywhere I go. I don't quite fit in with my family nor do i fit in at school. School is such a drag. I feel like I'm surrounded by idiots, perhaps I am.It's been a very long time since I've felt alive. Most of the time I'm just living cuz it's supposidly better than the alternative--death. I don't know if I agree with that. I honestly don't really care if I die or not. Either way it feels like it'd be just the same thing.Life really sucks..but there is one person that makes things bearable. I swear I'm in love with him, but I guess it doesn't make very much sense because I'm only 17. He is 22. Age is a big deal to him so I never quite know where I stand.The decision of picking a college is just around the corner and I hate the fact that i thought about it, but I can't help it--I thought maybe about going to a college close to him (he moving away because he's graduating this year). I don't want to pull a "Felicity" and go across the country just for a guy...but I can't help but think, why not stay near the one person that actually understands me, the one person that i have a connection with, the one person that makes life bearable and makes life worth living?
Well it started with this...
Well it started with this goldfish, you see? I bought my four-year-old brother a goldfish, but then my boyfriend's second-cousin twice-removed brought this hair dryer over to my place to be fixed since I'm good with these kinds of things. So there I am, in my boxers and 'Shit Happens' logo tee, trying to fix this goddamn hair dryer when suddenly the fuse blows. My boyfriend's second-cousin twice-removed (or Norbert) starts tapping the the fishbowl singing his ABC's. So I ask him for help with the fuse and he gets this bright idea about giving the plug some 'life' again. Now before I can stop him, Norbert's plunged his whole goddamn hand into the fishbowl. Now I have a fried goldfish, and a dead guy. Thinking, "oh crap, now I'm really screwed"--I began to haul his crispy carcass outside when my grandmother drove up. Nearly blind, she peered out at me curiously,"What the hell you doin' with that log?" she asked, but then I realized that grandma, being nearly blind, couldn't tell which where the brakes and the accelorator of the car. So instead of stopping, she hit the gas and ran me over before backing up over me two or three times.So, some advice?Animal crackers don't taste good with soda.Don't do drugs.
nobody gives a fuck if you...
nobody gives a fuck if you played around with some other kids when you were little, nearly everyone does it. It's just part of growing up and exploring yourself. Get over it and stop worrying.
i dont care at all that my...
i dont care at all that my boyfriend looks at porn. not one bit. or says which famous actress is hot or something. but i care if he even mentions the name of a girl at our school or something and hes not talking bad about her.i need to be smacked.
I have a fetish of...
I have a fetish of masturbating on womens faces...not sure if its a fetish
I tell everyone that I am...
I tell everyone that I am afraid of commitment and relationships because I'm afraid of getting hurt, but really I'm just too afraid to FEEL anything more than numbness. After all the things that I have been through over the course of my life, I have finally gotten to the place of feeling numb, and I'm too afraid to ruin that. Too afraid to feel something worse, or better. I don't believe I deserve it.
I often want people so bad,...
I often want people so bad, but after I get them (which is rare) I'm not so sure that I want them anymore. When I lose them I want them more than ever. I do my best to never hurt anyone though, unlike most people it seems...
Sometimes I run the water...
Sometimes I run the water just because I like the sound of it, and my water bill is paid by the apartment.
People who confess that they...
People who confess that they are gay piss me off. That's not really a confession it's just what you are and you cannot help it.
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