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I hate him. But I don't. I...
I hate him. But I don't. I know that relying on a guy to feel good is absolute shit but I can't be without him. Now he's got someone else. And all I can think about is how to destroy it...God, I hate this, I just wanna be happy. I know I'm not a hateful person but I just wanna RIP off her and her friends heads for what they've done. Making up all that stuff about me to throw me out of the picture.If I can't have him, I want him to be happy, but with her? I doubt it, simply because of all this shit she's putting me through.My friends know I'm not a chick to be messed with...She'll know that soon enough. I want him back.
I get unbelivable waves of...
I get unbelivable waves of anger towards my exboyfriend. Sometimes I'm glad we bropke up 'cause I met someone new. But sometimes I get so mad that if was around I'd fucking kill him. This is because I know I'll never have anyone quite as hot as he was. Also because in dating him I lost my chance with someone else who would have made me very happy, and I still love. I'm having one of these waves of anger now. If he were here, I'd take that stupid knife he likes so much and cut his face off piece by piece. Who's pretty now?
I hate my life. Sometimes I...
I hate my life. Sometimes I think that we're just a creation of god. Like, an experiment of his to see what kind of lives we lead. That totally sucks.I hate some of my friends too. Sure, I'm nice around them, but can't one pretend? Some people are so fake. Some are too straight forward and they don't mind hurting other people's feelings. Then when one talks about them they blow up. That is so - stereotypical. Shallow people.Ping really think she's so hot. Yeah, I know. You love Farah alot. Sometimes I can tell how much attention you throw and drown Farah in. While the exact opposite goes for me. You say you heart me but I think that's just fake words and feelings too, same goes for me. Did I mention that I think you're too possessive for your own good? Can't you see that Anaiz needs his time, enjoying what he loves too? He loves you so much, he'll usually do everything you request, but when he strays away just once or twice to do what he loves you claim that he has ruined your night. How pathetically childish is that. And you claim to be smart and mature. Fuck to you.Ken is too straight forward for his own good. He says things that insult people indirectly. When one asks him to repeat it, he doesn't have the fucking guts to do so. God, you're so lame.Ross. I DO NOT LIKE YOU, ok? So stop shoving all the attention on me. There will never be an 'us'. Guys like you with your bad temper and tendency to be pissed at me for WHATEVER reason, I don't fucking need. Just because I'm being distant towards you, just because I'm hanging out with my other guy friends, friends I've known for so FUCKING long, compared to you, you get pissed and down and makes it seem like it's all my fault for making you feel this way. Well stop making me feel guilty already. And STOP throwing remarks at me what what I do. You don't know FUCK about what I've been through and what I've done to my friends. And you don't know fuck about what kind of people we really are. Just because you're hanging with us you think you know us that well? Well think again.Farah. My so-called best friend and buddy. I guess. She just can't hold her drinks. But she drinks and get drunk alll the fucking time. Then I have the responsibilty to take care of her. All the time. I don't mind. But I'd really wish she'd stop holding on to that habit of hers. I heart her anyway. I think.We ARE one group of people with a platonic friendship, huh? How I wish I could tell them all these to their faces. But no, it'll be too mean.
Jeff, I had the most amazing...
Jeff, I had the most amazing orgasm ever thinking about you the other day.
My life is very un-tragic but...
My life is very un-tragic but I lie to people so they think it is. I just need the attention.
my family really pisses me...
my family really pisses me off, my sister, i love her but shes so fucking moody, god, and when its that time of the month i want to send her away to a foriegn country..mum is always talking about dad (who i will get to soon) and its impossible to live with, and shes just as moody as my sister, my brother is fine, he loves 10 hours away anyway, his got a cool girlfriend...my sister doesnt live here either, just me ad mum in a big lonely house, and my dad lives 4 hours away in this shit hole of a town, and i hate him, he is a wife beating, student fucking prick, thats right, he used to hit mum, as well as me and my brother, and he still has sex with his students, yes, students, he used to rape my mum while i was in the next room, and it was a shit house and very audible, when i said i hate him i meant it, i absoluty hate him, if he died, i would be happy, i had the worst week..relatives died, my friend kissed me, im a guy by the way, it was a she that kissed me, sometimes i complain, and i spose comparedto most people i have the right to, but i hate it when i do, i only told one person about my cousin dying, and she has no idea how much i like her, if it wasnt for that girl who i really do like lot (who has a boyfriend) then i wouldnt have cared about my friend kissing me, but i kissed my friend back and because i like the other girl so much i feel guilty, even though i knowi dont have to seeings she has a boyfriend, i wish they woudl break up, and i hate the fact i want that, because she would be sad and its such a selfish thing to want. i hate myself more thna anyone realises, my psychiatrist diagnosed me with clinical depression, and i take ati depressants, and although im alot happier im on them, i still hate myself, no drugs could fix that, and ive got alot of reasons to hate myself, one, im a fuckhead, two, i think everyone else is a fuckhead, three, i complain too much, four, i dont care about the people i should enough, i do, but i dont show it, five, im selfish, i could go on all night with reasons i hate myself, but i wont. i wonder if the girl i like realises how much i like her, i dont think she does, we have so much in common, its ridiculous, on the verge of people scary, in a romantic way, but i can tell she likes me in a 100 percent friendship way, and its so hard to know that, makes me so sad, i went to a party a week ago and she was there with her boyfriend, and i was watching them (i like to watch people interact, its not just because it was her, i would hjave watched complete strangers do the same thing) just sit next to each other,and talk, and hug sort of, not too intimatly which i found a bit strange for a couple, but anyway, and i was drinking, and by the time i stopped awtching them, i had drunk 2 litres of beer, which is alot for me, seeings as i never go out, ever, and all up i drank 4 liters of beer, to try and supress how depressed i actually was, i tried to seem happy that night but i was so so so so sad, incredibly sad, not clinically depressed, i was sad.
i rush in to sex too quickly....
i rush in to sex too quickly. and when there's a chance a relationship might form i run away. guys always come to me coz they know i'm an easy fuck and do not lead to anything serious.i'm lonely
One morning at Primary school...
One morning at Primary school the register was being taken when my Dad walked in with my P.E kit he thought I had left at home, in fact I hadn't so i told him (quite rudely) 'I don't need that today dad you idiot! go home' (or words to that effect)Luckily the teacher told me off, saving me from becoming an absolute bastard I suppose.
I should have been cleaning...
I should have been cleaning up my apartment today since my boyfriend is coming over tomorrow. Instead I have been websurfing. I am sooo lazy.And oh, yeah I hate one of the moderators at one of the forums I frequently visit. ****** you are such a b*tch but what goes around comes around./soon-to-be 30, girl
i hate you adam and i hope...
i hate you adam and i hope you fucking die.
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