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money,
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I'm on mx now!...
I'm on mx now!
i have this undying passion...
i have this undying passion to be with a tall skinny guy. i mean im picky, some dudes are too skinny, some are too short, some are just plain freaks of nature, but in the past i have sacrificed being with a retard who cums in two seconds, just because he was skinny. or a guy i never got within 3 feet of. or a guy 10 years older...it kind of makes me feel like a stalker because i end up being attracted to/obsessed with a whole bunch of skinny losers. and then trying to date them. and then failing miserably as i go psycho complaining about how unsatisfied i am because i can't possibly be satified by someone with less life/love experience than me!!!!so i recently met a guy i really like when i was in rebound stage out of another pointless relationship. he's not only inexperienced, he's some 400 miles away now. he's tall enough, skinny but meaty, and has an absolutely wonderful personality. he's all for screwin' around, too, which is hard for to do unless he has a 500 mile long penis. i feel horrible, though, because i've been messing around on my own here, and the only thing i can tell him is that he should be having fun at college, and i wouldn't be suprised if he's gettin laid every night, what a fox! but he's just a little boy...im not sure if i should give up, tell him the truth, or continue to be an easy bitch.
I got a decent-sized advance...
I got a decent-sized advance to write my first book ($60K), but all I've written over the past six months is 11 pages. All I do is surf porn and masturbate during the day, then drink myself to sleep at night.
I've been training in martial...
I've been training in martial arts for my whole life...a huge part of the philosophy is strict non-violence unless absolutely no other option is available. I hold to it well. Despite my faults, I'm a nice guy...I've managed to walk away from every potentially violent situation I've come across even though I know I could have beaten all of my would-be opponents. Despite this though, I want to hurt somebody badly. I want to use what I know and beat someone within an inch of their life. I won't do it...I'm smart enough not to, and if I managed to come this far through the shit that's happened to me without hurting someone, I won't fail now.It sickens me that I can't stop myself from thinking about how good it would feel to hurt people I hate, and that I have fantasies in class or on the street or at the bars about hurting people about as often as I breathe.My greatest desire is that one day I will have to protect someone I love...I don't know who she is yet, but nobody will ever hurt her.
Once I called the police on a...
Once I called the police on a nearby party because of the music. Not because it was particularly loud (I could barely hear it), but because it was shitty music. It's their own fault. If they were listening to something decent I would have left them alone.
i have the HUGEST crush on my...
i have the HUGEST crush on my best friends boyfriend. he likes me to, and one time when we were double dating, he led me into the family bathroom and dropped his pants. i couldnt help it, he was so hot, so we had sex right there. neither of us told my friend, "andrea" i thought we would get away with this, but we didnt use a condum! now i think im pregnant, it came up positive on the test strip. and i know it was him because he was the first guy i've ever had sex with. i told him about it, and no one wants to tell "andrea". what makes me feel worse is that andrea told me last night about how much she loves "todd" and that she wants to marry him. we're all 24.
I'm scared of milk...
I'm scared of milk
I'm a really lame attention...
I'm a really lame attention whore... I make up stories to post to sites like this just because I like to think that someone out there might be reading something I wrote, because it makes me feel important. I also post to at least ten different internet message boards because of this.
In the past year I've had...
In the past year I've had many suitors. Ones that I hardly knew, ones that told me they loved me, ones that have stalked me even. And it's 99% of the time because I recklessly hit on them. But when they ask me out I always say no. Because I'm actually very, very scared of relationships.
So, I'm 16, and recently I...
So, I'm 16, and recently I went oer to my 19 year old guy friend's house. It started out innocently enough, him trying to teach me poker and me trying hard to learn. But then he suggested strip poker... so after a bit of deliberation, I agreed. We went up to his room and played, and ended up cuddling naked on his bed. Then we stopped playing for awhile, but started up again after a cigarette break. We played for awhile, then, when we were both naked, went into his bathroom and hugged and stuff. We laid down on the floor, and I was a bit of a vile temptress. He wanted to touch my breasts, but was afraid to because of the age difference. I just kept telling him, "I'm not going to say a word" and so he started rubbing my breasts, licking them and biting them a bit. Then I gave him a hand job. We basically fooled around for like a half an hour... and now I feel like such a slut. I mean, I had fun, but good girls don't do things like that. And I put myself out there as a good, sweet, innocent girl. Everyone would be so surprised and dissappointed if they knew... my reputation would be ruined.
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