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I constantly have sex with...
I constantly have sex with girls I meet in chat rooms.
i have this problem.i like to...
i have this problem.i like to judge myself and say that i'm ugly and stuff infront of my friends and infront of my boyfriend just to hear them say "Your NOT Ugly!" and "What do you mean no one loves you,I LOVE YOU!" and ect. i do it because i like when they say stuff to make me feel better about myself,but the truth is that i already know i'm not ugly and i know that i am loved,ect. but i just like to be re-assured about that stuff.i dont know why though. i feel so guilty.
I would never cheat on...
I would never cheat on anybody.
if annabel chong pops into my...
if annabel chong pops into my head during sex, i literally feel immediately turned off. i feel like i'm being raped all of a sudden because i lose all interest in the sex. eventually the thought will go away and i get back into it, but she gives me a really yucky feeling if i'm doing anything sexual. strange. oh, i'm an 18 year old female.
I peed all over an outhouse...
I peed all over an outhouse toilet seat, and masturbated in the out house and spooged it all over next to the seat.
I lied about getting married....
I lied about getting married. See, I do a lot of traveling for my job and I get to go to wonderful resorts and exotic places. Anyone who is married is allowed to take his or her spouse along--for free. Well, I've been with my boyfriend for four years, living with him for two, but since we aren't married he was never allowed to come. Meanwhile, people who have only been married for a few months get these free trips! My boyfriend and I will probably be together forever but just aren't into the marriage thing, and it's not fair we're being discriminated against. So, after taking a long weekend, I came to work and told everyone that my boyfriend and I had eloped. I now wear a cheap wedding band at work and made up some crap about a woman keeping her last name and identity, etc. No one seems to have figured out we're not really married, and we get all the free trips.I don't regret this, either. God forbid we were a gay couple--then we'd have no chance. Stupid corporate conservative assholes.
Her mother treats her like...
Her mother treats her like shit. She kicked her out and forced her to move up here with her dad. Nobody respects her, and I can't see why. People think of her as nothing more than a sexy girl with nothing to do but fuck and smoke and drink. Her boyfriend probably doesn't really love her. They're moving in together this summer. She's going to be waitressing at the small diner that they live above. I'm going to eat breakfast there as many times as I can in August, because I'll be gone for 6 weeks at the end of the school year. I'm going to miss seeing her every day.She didn't go to her mother's in the city Thursday. I think she ended up staying home and crying. I wish I could be there for her, but her boyfriend is "a little bit bigger than you." I'm afraid that if I try to get to know her any more, he'll come after me, even though he doesn't know me and I don't know him. I'm afraid for her. I keep having these dreams where she goes missing and I find her body on a sidestreet in the bushes. I hold her and caress her and kiss her for the first and last time.I love her.
Some things i ahve done that...
Some things i ahve done that are not proud of ... well alittleIn college was at a party with all my friends, i new guy cames in to the group and was very drunk, me and my mates ended up getting him to drink bin juices. The shit at teh bottem of the bin that leaks out of the bags. He was sick everywhere very funny.One evening when i was very down i decided to try out something new. Being a big fan of fight club the film i took some friends to a car park and decided to challange them to a fight one on one. I then proceeded to beat them both.I am using a girl that fucked me over when i liked her to make the girl i currenly like jelous because the girl i like right now will not show me any feelings and i know she does not like the first girl.I am getting bored of how repeative life is now that i am working full time. Every day is the same over and over.Took my sister and friends to teh beach a few months ago and got very messed up on JD, almost ripped my mates door off and went to a party which i can not really remember luckly i must have hid it well since no one said anythingI once helpped my mate break in to another mates house to have a party while he went on holiday with his mum and dad. One of the best parties i ever went to but had to tell the guys house it was that i was tricked in to it.I once cut my arm to pieces over a girl. It was not the pain that got to me at all, it was teh fact that people could see how weak i was, my arm took 2 weeks to heal and after the first week i gave up trying to hide it. people treated me different for a while.I used to drink every day. maybe 2-4 cans a day, if not beer then JD. This only stopped about 4 months ago, and only because i wanted to improve myself for the girl i like. I started going to pubs at 15 and clubbing at 16. Did drugs (class c) at 16 and then did class b at 19. got bored of it all now and sit at home playing games.
Im a pushover. I always try...
Im a pushover. I always try to accomodate people as best I can and end up feeling bad when they're not happy, obviously this results in a vicious cycle of abuse that only I am responsible for. Im such a fscking loser. Case in point, my ex and her adopted sister. The only thing that separates us from being "b/f g/f" is the fact that there is no intimacy/sex. Otherwise, I do everything for her. I lend her money, make her tea, drive her places, babysit for her, buy her supper. Jesus I even live with her! It's not her fault either. I just let myself get taken advantage of. Confessing this doesnt even seem to make me feel even the slightest bit better about myself. I feel trapped and alone in this godforsaken world, the only thing that gives me the slightest amount of pleasure is spending the money I earn.Christ I hate my life.
I had a few drinks with a...
I had a few drinks with a married friend of mine, we kissed then on the way home I pulled her pants down and ate her out. In the street behind a car. She is not sure of her marriage now.I seriously just want to taste her again.
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