Kanfes Now!
Kanfes Search
Why Kanfes?
why did we choose kanfes over confession. Checkout the story and above all do not forget to kanfes
Learn more about Kanfes
More Links

View All Kanfes
Want to Kanfes?
View All Adult Kanfes [18+]
 
Tags
friend places lovehate peoplegirlfriendOldmoneystressdating

Kanfes

when I get pissed about...

when I get pissed about something in school I sit there and point out the bad things about everyone weather I'm just thinking about it in my head or telling it to a friend and these people I usually say sh*t about are the popular kids cause I hate them and their big ego cause there nothing special and they really dont look better than everyone else and they think they do and their personality really isnt better either it's worse cause their stuck up and full of themselves and think their better than everyone else and it p*sses me off. I'm not a dork or anything I'm just not popular but I do have a lot of friends and their cool and their not at all like the "popular kids" and I paranoid I always think people are saying or thinking bad stuff about me and hate me and I always seem to get bad vibes from a lot of people and it sucks I always have to put on make up in the morning and look nice so people will think I'm pretty cause without make up I'm not that good looking maybe it's because I put on make up everyday and I look plain without it? I dunno but I'm not that bad looking of a person and I'm really nice too nicer than a lot of people and people sometimes walk all over me because of that and I dont know why I would think things like people hate me cause I ask people all the time do you hate me do they hate me and their like no why would I or they hate you? and I ask myself the same question but I still continue to think the same things I cant controll it I dont know whats wrong with me I think it may be part of my bi polar but I dont know. But when I do point out bad things about people I feel better about myself and then I also point out the good things about people especially people who have no friends and are dorks and I feel better I dunno I'm just weird and trying to explain it the best way I can but it's hard. Maybe it's just a teenage fase and It'll be over one day. I hope so cause it sucks!
I just met this guy online,...

I just met this guy online, his profile looked ok so we started chatting. I said straight away i only wanted to be friends because ive got a boyfriend but then he started calling me babe and asking about my turn-ons. I told him to fuck off and he went mad and started critising me, telling me to loosen up. So i've blocked him and sent him an e-mail explaining that he is a fuck who i do not wish to come into contact with again and that if he does try to speak to me again i will start a chain e-mail with 99 reasons why he (he told me his real name) is a fuckhead :D
i don't enjoy sex all that...

i don't enjoy sex all that much. Sometimes i have sex with my husband just so he'll stop bugging me.
This week I found out I had...

This week I found out I had testicular cancer. I had surgery yesterday and they removed the left one. I'm afraid that women will be disgusted with my body now that I only have one testicle.
i think i have borderline...

i think i have borderline personality disorder. it would explain the shit that is my life.
I think I might have issues...

I think I might have issues with my mental health. I worry all the time that people can read my mind.
Everyone below me cannot...

Everyone below me cannot spell.
My neighbour had a cat that...

My neighbour had a cat that loved to eat rabbits - my rabbits especially. One day the cat dissappear and my neighbours got really sad. I killed the cat. I did shoot it with my shotgun. Now it lies under the "rabbitgarden". I can't ever tell this to my neighbours.
I feel like I'm an outcast...

I feel like I'm an outcast everywhere I go. I don't quite fit in with my family nor do i fit in at school. School is such a drag. I feel like I'm surrounded by idiots, perhaps I am.It's been a very long time since I've felt alive. Most of the time I'm just living cuz it's supposidly better than the alternative--death. I don't know if I agree with that. I honestly don't really care if I die or not. Either way it feels like it'd be just the same thing.Life really sucks..but there is one person that makes things bearable. I swear I'm in love with him, but I guess it doesn't make very much sense because I'm only 17. He is 22. Age is a big deal to him so I never quite know where I stand.The decision of picking a college is just around the corner and I hate the fact that i thought about it, but I can't help it--I thought maybe about going to a college close to him (he moving away because he's graduating this year). I don't want to pull a "Felicity" and go across the country just for a guy...but I can't help but think, why not stay near the one person that actually understands me, the one person that i have a connection with, the one person that makes life bearable and makes life worth living?
I dated my boyfriend for...

I dated my boyfriend for 2years and I love him to death. I cheated on him with a co-worker and after three months he broke up with me for a stupid reason. The thing is he realized he made a mistake and wanted me back but I figured it was best to let him go because of the lie. He still loves me a year later and wants to get back with me and I love him to death but feel I can't hurt him with the truth.

   1  2 3 4 5 6 7 8 Next »

© Copyright 2006 Kanfes.com. All rights reserved. Please read our Terms & Conditions